Thursday, August 26, 2010

Je serai là

Oublie tes erreurs et tes peurs
Je les efface
A chaque faux pas que tu feras
Je tomberai à ta place
Mon seul plaisir sera de t'offrir une vie idéale
Sans peine et sans mal

J'ai découvert qui je suis
Tout a changé le jour où je t'ai donné la vie
Et si jamais le monde t'es trop cruel
Je serai là toujours pour toi

Que tous tes amours soient sûrs
Tes amis sincères
Pour toi un domaine
Où la haine est la seule étrangère

Je ferai un monde où tout ira bien
Tu seras jamais seul tu manqueras de rien

Je voudrais pouvoir tout savoir
Pour te donner une vision plus claire
De ce mystère que l'on appelle la vie

Mon seul désir sera de t'offrir une vie idéale
Sans peine et sans mal


Notes:
when I first listened to this song was some day in 2002 during the lab lesson.
oh I'm so in love with this song. back then I didn't even know the meaning of it, I just love the melody.
when I finally know the meaning, I love this song even more.
maybe, it's too big if I hope someone will do what the person will do in the song.
it's just a song after all.

cheers,

-lune-

Monday, August 23, 2010

Alice dan Tu(h)annya

Oh Lord, so this is how it feels, the world full of anger and selfishness.
bring me back to where I belong. "No Alice, you should stay"
But I can't stay any longer here. Please please take me back to my wonderland.
I promise I'll be the sweetest girl you ever know. "Sorry Alice, the answer is still no"

Why Lord why should I stay here? "To learn. learn that life is not just about flowers and butterflies. or the sun and the moon. it's much more than that"
This world doesn't even smell good. I wonder why these people want to stay in this kind of place.
"well, you may call it destiny, or they just lucky"
Lucky? Lucky to live in this world? I better die. "No, you're wrong. you're not even look at any other human. there are some goodness left, deep down."
"take a little bit closer. look at that poor boy over there?" yes, he smells stink "that's not my point. look at his face" wow, he smiles

How could that poor boy who smell stink, and I bet he doesn't even have enough money, still could smile after all? "that he never regret to live his life? or he just respect it?"
Lord, I still don't get it. I mean how come? "that's why you should stay. stay and figure out why this bloody-feels-like-hell-place could make that poor boy smile. and I'm sure you'll find some other more"
So, if I finally know and act like one of them, either bad or good, is that make me like angel or demon? "No Alice, that makes you human"
Ok, I stay. but how if I screw things and perhaps need your help? what should I do? "Pray. That's what human usually do"

PS:

God's way may not be the easiest way, yet it's surely the best way.

Cheers,

-lune-

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

nyanyian sepi

hati bersenandung di kala malam. diam-diam.
nyanyian sepi untuk menghibur diri. sendiri.
menahan diri agar pikiran dan mata tidak ikut terbangun.
susah untuk membuat mereka tetap tertidur ketika hati terjaga.
kadang, airmata suka mengiringi senandung malamnya.

Hati : "sudah kubilang jangan ikut-ikutan. sana tidur. kamu lebih berguna di kala anggota tubuh lain sadar"
Airmata : "kamu sendiri tidak tidur-tidur. nanti ketika dibutuhkan, kamu malah tidak sadar gimana? lebih gawat kan?"
Hati : "sigh.. baiklah.. tapi ingat, alunanmu harus selaras dengan senandungku"
Airmata : "selama ini juga begitu, aku baru bisa keluar ketika aku merasa harus keluar. senandungmu terlalu menyayat, nanti pikiran bisa bangun, dan kamu bisa dimarahi"
Hati : "haha iya sih, aku juga baru ingat soal itu. Tapi jangan kuatir, kita ini kan satu kesatuan, aku dan dia cukup saling toleransi saja. aku bersenandung di kala malam, supaya pikirannya tetap tenang di kala siang."

hati melanjutkan nyanyiannya ditemani setetes airmata yang ikut terjaga,
sampai saat matahari tiba.



PS :
Happy 5 months dear.
I'll be here for a while. wait for you to come back :)


xoxo,

-lune-

Monday, August 2, 2010

heyho August!

I think it's not really good to always put some broken-hearted-cheesy-so-called-love-story in my blog. I mean, people could judge that the person who wrote the writing or own the blog must be never experience a happy life. perhaps :D
As usual, at this moment I have a writer's block >.<
but I want to write write and just write. ups correction. type type and just type.
with some ideas in it. doesn't have to be brilliant ideas, any idea is possible.

so, let see what's on August? Ramadhan is coming, yeayy Marhaban ya Ramadhan... and our country will celebrate its 65th Independence Day on August 17, 2010.
what you guys will do on that date? me hmm I think I will watch and report the activities for the Independence Day' event :D

okay, I think that's all. enjoy fasting~


Cheers,

-lune-